I hate the whole wedding thing

I hate it...seriously I am hating all this bull shits to do this, do that, choose this, choose that, buy this, buy that...all bull shits...i do not understand if all these things are gonna make your marriage life blissful or even helpful in a way!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
These are all seriously bull shit...I am gonna look back at this post and tell myself that I wont want my children to suffer over the marriage matters...main thing they legalise their marriage @ Malaysia + Church...then I am satisfied!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

PS: I realized that I myself do have requirements as well. I am going to let go my requirements. (Update on 8/11/2012)

I am stressed out

I am really stressed out with the whole pre wedding photo shoot thingy...
first of all, the weather is bad...raining heavily...
then the outcome of the photos are quite bad...
then the last straw is my mom not approving the chosen photo for her!!!!
I really stressed out and cried...
I could not understand why a single photo is so damnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn important to be vertical or horizontal..to see the body or not to see the body...damnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I hate these photos and I hate everything!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I am sad...

I am pretty upset with my prewedding photo shoot yesterday...
It is raining, so heavily...I was extremely sad that there will be none blue sky photos...as I already paid for the shooting location but nothing comes well...
I am really sad, unhappy...and today's sun & sky is extremely bright & blue...